Saturday, December 19, 2009

It christmas time (:

Sorry guys, i have been really busy with school, and getting stuff done around the house. But i do have to say, im having a good time not having to go to school (: i usually beg my mom to let me go to school but thats just the true nerd in me. Anyway its 9 days till my 15th birthday! I know theres nothing special about it, but its just the thought of being 15! Its one year closer to being able to drive. So have befriended a new couple of people in my life, and i feel blessed for her, Sarah E., I dont know if its her understanding of my illness, if she really just has a soft heart. I love her to death as much as i she is annoying lol. Well I really am excited for my holidays, well got to go ill talk to you later (:

Sunday, December 6, 2009

18 Dayss till Christmas Eve

Ha heres another amazing movies. I'm spending the weekend with family (: Im on my 6th day of service and today i read a book to a little girl in church! I love giving back to everyone, i may not always be a giving person. So what is everyone doing for the holidays (:

Saturday, December 5, 2009

19 Days till Christmas Eve

Yay! Only 19 days till Christmas Eve, I love christmas eve. Its my favorite holiday other than, My birthday of course. lol! Ha so I put up our little "6" foot tree it was SO not 6 feet tall! But it is a cute little tree. (: Its the 5th day of my christmas project, and im really starting to feel the christmas spirt. I think hopefuly someone will apprciate my efforts to make their holiday better.

I think im going to make a list of all my favorite christmas movies i hope its not to long (:



-Holiday Favorites! ON a scale of 1-10, 10 the best

Polar Express-7

Christmas Story-9

Santa Clause-8

Santa Clause 2-7

Santa Clause 3-9

The year with out Santa Clause-7

White Christmas-10

Christmas Vacation-6



I love christmas its amazing! So I know this sounds childish but i think santa's real! I will always believe. I dont know what christmas does to me, but i makes me soo happy i dont really understand why but its amazing, I have a warm fuzzy side inside.

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Today was a new day!

Baby its cold outside! Its chrismas time again and im soo happy! I love the christmas holidays. I wish i could give money im that much of a good mood. HA im so bad. I'm loving life right now as much as I can. I wish i could sit still and write right now but i cant so thiss will be short and sweet. So Heress the low down. My skins clearin up and im really happy (: i have not been in thiss good of a mood in weeks! I love my life, i love how i can just go a day and enjoy every moment of the day spending it with my friends and family. I can't wait till my birthday its 26 days away! Ha so this was short and sweet ans Merry Christmas everyone (:



Monday, November 30, 2009

Today was much worse

I don't really feel to up to writing to night but i have to keep my promise that i would blog everyday. So I'm going to make this short and sweet. Got test results back. I'm not going into the hospital. I really am in a lot of pain and I'm really pissy and i don't really want anyone to talk to me touch me or even think about messing with me. I really honest wish i could feel better i really do. But that wont be for a very long time. I want to go into the hospital get the medicine and get this done and over with. I would rather suffer great short pain than a slow agonizing pain. I'm going to bed I'm quite exhausted and i have no energy left but i probably will not get any sleep. So at that good night!

Sunday, November 29, 2009

The last couple of days

I have been under the weather as i guess thats what you call it, I still have not gotten my skin cultures back yet. So that means that i have to stay home from school till i get them back to know what to do. So i sit here writing todays blog, feeling as though i want to throw my guts up, i didnt start to get this feeling till 2 hours ago, not sure why but i feel really really sick. I hope im not getting swine flu, Gahh well this is going to be a shot post because i cant think straight anyway ill have a post for you tomorrow!

Thursday, November 26, 2009

What are you Thankful For?

So happy, THANKSgiving! I had the most amazing thanksgiving. I love being with my family. Its so amazing, I made green bean casserole for the first time this year! It was soo good, oh and my Grampy taught me how to carve a turkey, it was so gross but so cool at the same time.
WHAT I AM THANKFUL FOR! (: Yay!
1. My Heavenly Father And My Brother Jesus Christ
of course im grateful for him, hes the reason i get each day to live this life he has given me and im so proud to be able to have the relationship i have with him. I can tell him anything and feel nothing other than love and compassion, Jesus knows exactly how i feel when my skin is the worst, he is there for me and is saying i know how you feel and i believe him. I dont think i can go a day with out either of them. They complete my life, my family, and and happiness. If it weren't for the two of them, i would be lost, a stuck up girl, and think i was better than everyone else. They humbled my soul knowing that I'm not the highest on the chain of command. I know I'm always going to be able to know i have flaws challenges that only i could handle and god would never give me something i could not. Im thankful for what my heavenly father has in mind for me in this amazing life he has given me!

2. My Family
Yes i know, they drive me crazy at times, and sometimes i can't stand them. But honestly i dont know what i would do with a different family. I mean I dont really remember when my mom hit her head and got her head injury, i just remember moments as growing up when she was the crazy mother i grew up with and love. I mean sometimes I can't stand her but it never means i dont deeply love her, ha im trying not to cry as i write this. I love you mom! Sometimes I wished that i could take the greatest moments of mine and her lives together and put them on repeat. I love audree, and clairee they are the greatest sisters you could ever have! As we are speaking clairee keeps asking why im crying. I told her she has to read it for herself. I know i fight with clairee all the time, and honestly i dont think shes knows that im just trying to be a mother to her. Its just my nature and I love clairee. Audree well shes the best friend everyone should have in their lives! I mean shes always knows whats wrong, and knows my exact emotions, and when i dont feel good she always is there to give me and hug and kiss on the cheek. Now that she is growing up and is now an "Adult" I dont spend that much time with her than when i use to. I will always love her and her compassion to always know the right thing to say. Of course my father, wow hes a great man! If there was such thing as a hero in this world it would be him! He has taught my the way i should live my life, and the way god wants me too. Honestly, (not so great at but im working on it) Trust, Faith, Compassion, Love, and of course boys! (: My dad always tells me what his dad always told him "When the brain isn't smart, the body suffers." and i dont know what better advise you could get from that. No matter what I do wrong and dont always do as im told, He always is there for me, He has taught me the greatness of Forgiveness, and that it is better to ask for forgiveness than permission. Hes the worlds Greatest Dad! And I can never forget my crazy, ironic, silly, gassy, and always giving advise grandfather, GRAMPY! haha i love him and how he told me how him and my grammy got threw their lives together and how the fell in love with each other in high school. I see how he always is looking out for me no matter what crazy advise he gives me, or anyone in my family, and sometimes i dont want to hear it, but i should, hes older and WAy more wiser than me and i should take that as a blessing. I love my family and i have no idea what i would do with out them. I love you Dad, Mom, Audree, Clairee, Grampy and my entire family!

&& last but not least
3. Modern Medicine
I know its a stupid subject, some say its not but i think i would never be able to live in any other time period, i realized that i have no idea how i would live with eczema without the many medications, that they have out there, I know there is no cure for Eczema and i wish there was but honestly i will always be glad to know the great men and women that have gone out of their way to make me feel better. and to help to make my life way better!


And with that im very thankful! im glad to know these amazing people i call my family, and the amazing doctors who dont go on vacation just to make sure i don't go into the hospital, or those who stay at work just to call me on thanksgiving to tell me the news whether im sick sick or not!
AMEN!

Ha I decided that I'm going to do 25 days of service just so i can bring up my righteousness and Christmas spirit! I wish that all will be safe if you travel out this year, and wear your seat belt. Ha i really wish it was Christmas time all year long, i love the spirit that everyone is in the giving mood, that's how god wants it to be. We should always be in giving mood. I believe that if you give everything you have to the lord, he gives it to the people that needs it, you will be the richest man in the world. I'm ready to do secret Santa, i love giving away, and the family having no idea its us! Ha so yahh apparently my cultures from Friday were like really freaky and the doctor is sending them to some other guy to check them out, yahh now i wait forever again! gahhh i hate waiting on those stupid cultures, anyway i feel much better today. Mom and sisters are NOT i repeat are Not going to Arkansas. My grandpa is sick so my mom is taking care of him, yahh always fun, I'm ready to go back to school Monday, i miss seeing my friends everyday. oh and I'm not allowed to leave my house AT ALL. in fear that i might get something worse that what i already have, anyway just wanted to right a pointless blog post, guess i completed that goal! HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONE! (:

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Exactly 1 month from christmas!

Today was much better, i just in general had a better mood. I don't really know why i just did. Dad came home today. I find out if i go in the hospital back by tomorrow. Just crossing my fingers right now. I'm suppose to be going to Arkansas, that's not going to happen so I'm staying home with dad all weekend while the whole rest of them family gets to go to ARKASAS. Woo anyway Thanksgiving is tomorrow! woo I'm so excited. I love the holidays with my family, as much as i don't get along with them all the time. I really do love them (: So yeah I am not looking forward to going to the hospital if i have to. But its okay ill get over it. Guess what i realized today its exactly 1 month and 3 days till my 15 Birthday!!!!! I'm so excited. I love birthdays! So happy holidays to everyone, oh and remember Thanksgivings day is the worst day to drive on the roads so drive super careful! I hope everyone is getting ready for Christmas! ohh yess and Black Friday that i wish didn't exists

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Pretty much a Bad Day,

Today was not the greatest, and pretty much the worst, i just in general want to hit everyone in my path, my skin hurts, which puts me in a crappy mood, No one wants to step on my toes in fear of being struck with fire! Jk, I really wish my skin would go away some days, it really is a pain sometimes, iv had to take ibuprofen like every 3 hours just to knock the pain down a little bit. People ask me, whats your one wish, I would always say i wish i never had eczema but then i think if i didn't have i would have no idea what i would do with my day because, life i surrounded by it, my life would be totally different and i don't know what i would do with out my free time, Ha its kind of ironic, but I'm just taking it day by day and wish it will just past, like i always say. It can't rain forever.
I really am glad God is on my side right now, I thank him everyday for giving me one more day to live. (:

Monday, November 23, 2009

Day at the doctor

I went to see the mighty Dr. Wasserman, i got shots today, and skin cultures, i really do hate both of those things, so i have this skin infecting that i can only get antibiotics by shot, as i was told, so I'm not in such a great mood, i thought i would just update you guys

Winter comes,

So iv decided, December and(or) November are the worst months for my skin. You know that staph infection I've been fighting for about 2 almost 3 months now, well guess what i get the wondrous opportunity to go to the hospital, whooo! NOT, do you see my enthusiasm, ANYway, we have had a whole lot of excitement here at our house, and let me tell you, when you have 3 month old puppy in the toddler stage, It has just about run me out of breath, here's the most wonderful picture of her when shes not running around the house pissing everyone off. Courteous of my mother taking this picture Dee Jordan

So I went and saw New Moon, Its just about the most amazing movie I have ever seen, other than Star Wars, Im completely in love with Taylor Launter. I can not believe how well he acted in this movie i was right out of my mind to thing this movie would

would suck. Okay if you are a major twilight fan you proably
have already seen this movie but your crazy if you have not,
i dont think i have been in love with an actor in all my life,
like my grandma generation was, James Bond, My mothers was George Clunny, And Mine is Taylor Launter, i have never seen anything this amazing, and not going to lie iv decided im defecintly Team Jacob Just look at him he's amazing ---^^^^
Anyway back to the movie, so in the beginning i was completely shocked but yet, totally astounded, thenn when Jacob i mean Taylor showed up when it was raining and took off his shirt, i was like holy heck, I'm going to have go see that movie again because i missed the part where he didn't have his shirt of when it was raining, i was getting popcorn, Dang It! I'm just in love with how he go ALL his muscles i was like omj, anyway back to the movie i give it 5 stars it was the most amazing movie i have ever seen, i love what the director did to high light his Ab's and to highlight how all the wolves act around each other, i was just astounded you should most definitely go see it!

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Its been awhile

Since the last time I've blogged sorry guys. Things have been in the way. I'm so excited, I might go to babysit two of the cutest girls, Charly and Piper, if Renee lets me.. So we got to go to the temple (Mom, me, Audree, Clairee) on Saturday with the primary crappers (ha ha a little insiders). It was really great, here's a picture; Courteous of Farm Girl Barbie

Yeah mom just being a typical mom. And the golden child (Clairee) cheesing because she knows shes cute.

But anywayy I got my H1N1 vaccine and let me tell you those shots hurt like a fork in the arm. But I've been getting shots week. Schools been good, but i wish i could get the summer here already. Haha but i can't believe Christmas break is right around the corner. Next week i have the entire week off for thanksgiving. I love the holidays, i miss the ones in Wyoming I miss having Christmas and thanksgiving with grandma, and all my cousins, i wish we could this year. So yeah I'm about to go to youth so ill be back so for sure!

HAPPY HOLIDAYS

Friday, October 2, 2009

The Fall...

Its that time again, the leaves turn, it gets cooler, Halloween is right around the corner, and all your allergy's attack you. Yes, yes it that time you sneeze, you cough, you have a runny nose, and you just in general feel like crap. At first you think you have a cold and its not. To bad there's no cure for allergy's, or asthma. So All we have to do is pray the fall will pass quickly and the sneezing will go away. Right now all i can do is take my pills, use my nose sprays, and just hope i wont die from sneezing. Some times i think if i sneeze hard enough i might die. Ha ha just kidding. But i think i will sometimes. So its colder in Texas only about the 80's and that's good to say for September. The leaves haven't turned yet though. I'm just waiting for Halloween to get here and for Audree to come home. I miss her so much. Shes my best friend. Lets just say life's been very busy,

-Monday: Band practice, Jazz Class
-Tuesday: Allergy Shots in Dallas, Twirling practice
-Wednesday: Twirling practice, Church
-Thusday: Twirling practice till 7.
-Friday: GAME DAY!!! i usually dont get home
till like 11 unless its away game then i dont get home till 12.

Yah when am i suspose to do homework.... i have no idea.. ihave no idea how im passing any of my classes. So yah asthma and eczema has been flaired that doesnt help at all. But no worries in time it will get better. So thats all for now but have a good day and leave a message at the beep....BEEEEEEEP.

Thursday, October 1, 2009

Take on Step at a Time

So the other day i saw something very sad. A moth was sitting on the chair next to me and a spider came out of no where at starting attacking it. The moth was hopeless. I sat and watched and the moth just flapped its wings for about 4-5 minutes. I realized after thinking about the moth dying that's how everyone is. Something comes along and kills us. Its not always bad but its the way of life. It made me put my life in perspective and i realized that we can't always live for the future. We have to live for today, its nice to plan, but tomorrow isn't a promise it's a chance that God gives to us. We need always pray and always ask for forgiveness. Never give up the chance to change someones life in a positive way. Always be polite and thank God for everything you receive. You want people to remember you as a good person when you leave. Never give up the chance to love. Take time your busy to look around. Look at the beauty in your life. Remember things are always simple no matter how complicated they may seem. Always tell your family you love them. Don't say anything you will regret. Don't keep grudges over silly things. Forgiveness is the greatest thing you can give to a person other than love. Put God first. I know this sounds silly coming from a 14 year old. But really think about this. Make yourself happy and everything will fall in place.

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Stay tuned for my life as a teenager

So life is always fun. NOT haha i have tons of homework all the time and the weather isn't helping my headaches much at all. I love school ..kinda... i have to get shots every week for the next like 9 months i think for allergy shots idk though i really have a soar throwt so im going to go to bed i really wish i could get some comments (hint hint wink wink) hahaha

Monday, September 14, 2009

Asthema Is Lame!

So yah my asthema is being stupid today.... i needed my inhaler and i forgot it at home today and i really needed it at school. I thought i was going to have an asthema attack. But i didnt my mom brought me one. I have question, can a student in the state of Texas carry an inhaler on their person during school hours? So yahh its still raining.... Its suspose to rain everyday this week... not cool yahh well got to go ill write tomorrow laterr!

Sunday, September 13, 2009

The Rain!

Its Been raining for 4 days straight...let me tell you its not doing any good for my azema(icantspell) So we got rained out on friday at the football game, we lost the game too, We havent won any games at all. : ( But its all good i love band and my skins kinda acting up but i just need to put cream on. I really love writing on my blog im glad that people read it. I would love to hear from my reads just to know im not alone haha. I'm going to put up pictures here in the next couple of hours so you guys can get to know me. But to rap this up skins doing good azema is doing good, and life is pretty amazing

Sunday, September 6, 2009

School Year

Hey guys, sorry i havent written in a long time i have been SO busy with school skin doctors RUSH. I get allergy shots once a week now i go to Frisco, Texas to get them done. And whats really strange my skin hasnt flaired at all in the past two weeks im so happy knock on wood. I have been really busy with twirling and football games. I never get home after school before 5 everyday. I try my best to always put creams on and i ALWAYS take my medication. its really helped keep my skin clear i do have time for friends. I love Band its so much fun i love to hanging out with the drum line. i know im the only girl but its fun sometimes. I really am enjoying the weather. My mom did a photo shoot of my today so im going to get those pictues up, and yah so if you have any quetions just ask i would love to hear from my readers

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

Summer Band

Well gezzzz sorry guys that i haven't blogged in such a long time iv been really busy with twirling and summer band. Well summer band isnt as bad as i thought it would be and its really fun and im making alot of upper-classmen friends (thats a plus cuz im a freshman) haha anyway i dont think the sun and sweating has really been bothering me because my skin is healing but if my skin was bad right now i know that i would not be marching right now ; P haha but im so excited and i really hope my skin getts better but i cant bet on it. So Yah i love summer band and i really love playing the bass drum if anyone knows wat im talking about i march with a 2 but annywho ill blog when i can soo leave me questions comments would be great and guess wat im going to video blog sometime soon so keep ur thumbs up!!!

Monday, July 13, 2009

Texas heat

So today it was 109 degrees today and my skin was in so much pain like when the heat would hit my ankles and it would just be painful and i dont understand whats causing it anyone have any ideas?

Friday, July 10, 2009

Sunnny Sunny days.

So i totally i hate the heat here in Texas and its the worst  time of the year for me i really hate it. When i sweat it completely breaks out my skin. It will sweat and get itchy and i will scratch it and then my skin is raw. There's were the damage is. Like today i came home from a Twirling Yard Sale for my Twirling line, and i was so over heated that i just go in a hot bath with bleach and now my skin hurts it kinda sucks and really wish there was something t fix it. This lady came to our yard sale and said there's a cure for it if anyone knows what I'm talking. PLEASE EMAIL ME.
Bubble_bailee_13@yahoo.com

Thursday, July 9, 2009

Thursday July 9, 2009

Hey guys Guess what? I have to go do a food challenge. If anyone has ever had to do one you know it sucks! Ya my first one was my worst allergy Bakers Yeast. And on the 15th is mushroom.
Anyway I'm excited about my blog never really done one of these before so bare with me. But again have any questions don't hesitate to ask questions.
Bubble_bailee_13@yahoo.com

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

First day

Hi guys Im Bailee Jordan. Lets just do the basics for now. I'm 14, Ill be 15 on December 28. I have lived with Eczema all my life and i have just grown to tolerate it. I guess I'm a total teenager. But at the same time i have to be very responsible. I have to keep up with all my medications and i have to keep all my creams on etc. etc. I try my best to be a normal kid but at times its so hard. I try my best to think maybe one day there will be a cure. I have gone in the hospital 3 times this year for Staph infections. I don't mind the needles anymore. I made a blog so i can help other teenagers who may be going threw the same thing.
If you have any questions just email me
bubble_bailee_13@yahoo.com