What are you Thankful For?

So happy, THANKSgiving! I had the most amazing thanksgiving. I love being with my family. Its so amazing, I made green bean casserole for the first time this year! It was soo good, oh and my Grampy taught me how to carve a turkey, it was so gross but so cool at the same time.
WHAT I AM THANKFUL FOR! (: Yay!
1. My Heavenly Father And My Brother Jesus Christ
of course im grateful for him, hes the reason i get each day to live this life he has given me and im so proud to be able to have the relationship i have with him. I can tell him anything and feel nothing other than love and compassion, Jesus knows exactly how i feel when my skin is the worst, he is there for me and is saying i know how you feel and i believe him. I dont think i can go a day with out either of them. They complete my life, my family, and and happiness. If it weren't for the two of them, i would be lost, a stuck up girl, and think i was better than everyone else. They humbled my soul knowing that I'm not the highest on the chain of command. I know I'm always going to be able to know i have flaws challenges that only i could handle and god would never give me something i could not. Im thankful for what my heavenly father has in mind for me in this amazing life he has given me!

2. My Family
Yes i know, they drive me crazy at times, and sometimes i can't stand them. But honestly i dont know what i would do with a different family. I mean I dont really remember when my mom hit her head and got her head injury, i just remember moments as growing up when she was the crazy mother i grew up with and love. I mean sometimes I can't stand her but it never means i dont deeply love her, ha im trying not to cry as i write this. I love you mom! Sometimes I wished that i could take the greatest moments of mine and her lives together and put them on repeat. I love audree, and clairee they are the greatest sisters you could ever have! As we are speaking clairee keeps asking why im crying. I told her she has to read it for herself. I know i fight with clairee all the time, and honestly i dont think shes knows that im just trying to be a mother to her. Its just my nature and I love clairee. Audree well shes the best friend everyone should have in their lives! I mean shes always knows whats wrong, and knows my exact emotions, and when i dont feel good she always is there to give me and hug and kiss on the cheek. Now that she is growing up and is now an "Adult" I dont spend that much time with her than when i use to. I will always love her and her compassion to always know the right thing to say. Of course my father, wow hes a great man! If there was such thing as a hero in this world it would be him! He has taught my the way i should live my life, and the way god wants me too. Honestly, (not so great at but im working on it) Trust, Faith, Compassion, Love, and of course boys! (: My dad always tells me what his dad always told him "When the brain isn't smart, the body suffers." and i dont know what better advise you could get from that. No matter what I do wrong and dont always do as im told, He always is there for me, He has taught me the greatness of Forgiveness, and that it is better to ask for forgiveness than permission. Hes the worlds Greatest Dad! And I can never forget my crazy, ironic, silly, gassy, and always giving advise grandfather, GRAMPY! haha i love him and how he told me how him and my grammy got threw their lives together and how the fell in love with each other in high school. I see how he always is looking out for me no matter what crazy advise he gives me, or anyone in my family, and sometimes i dont want to hear it, but i should, hes older and WAy more wiser than me and i should take that as a blessing. I love my family and i have no idea what i would do with out them. I love you Dad, Mom, Audree, Clairee, Grampy and my entire family!

&& last but not least
3. Modern Medicine
I know its a stupid subject, some say its not but i think i would never be able to live in any other time period, i realized that i have no idea how i would live with eczema without the many medications, that they have out there, I know there is no cure for Eczema and i wish there was but honestly i will always be glad to know the great men and women that have gone out of their way to make me feel better. and to help to make my life way better!


And with that im very thankful! im glad to know these amazing people i call my family, and the amazing doctors who dont go on vacation just to make sure i don't go into the hospital, or those who stay at work just to call me on thanksgiving to tell me the news whether im sick sick or not!
AMEN!

Ha I decided that I'm going to do 25 days of service just so i can bring up my righteousness and Christmas spirit! I wish that all will be safe if you travel out this year, and wear your seat belt. Ha i really wish it was Christmas time all year long, i love the spirit that everyone is in the giving mood, that's how god wants it to be. We should always be in giving mood. I believe that if you give everything you have to the lord, he gives it to the people that needs it, you will be the richest man in the world. I'm ready to do secret Santa, i love giving away, and the family having no idea its us! Ha so yahh apparently my cultures from Friday were like really freaky and the doctor is sending them to some other guy to check them out, yahh now i wait forever again! gahhh i hate waiting on those stupid cultures, anyway i feel much better today. Mom and sisters are NOT i repeat are Not going to Arkansas. My grandpa is sick so my mom is taking care of him, yahh always fun, I'm ready to go back to school Monday, i miss seeing my friends everyday. oh and I'm not allowed to leave my house AT ALL. in fear that i might get something worse that what i already have, anyway just wanted to right a pointless blog post, guess i completed that goal! HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONE! (: