Exactly 1 month from christmas!

Today was much better, i just in general had a better mood. I don't really know why i just did. Dad came home today. I find out if i go in the hospital back by tomorrow. Just crossing my fingers right now. I'm suppose to be going to Arkansas, that's not going to happen so I'm staying home with dad all weekend while the whole rest of them family gets to go to ARKASAS. Woo anyway Thanksgiving is tomorrow! woo I'm so excited. I love the holidays with my family, as much as i don't get along with them all the time. I really do love them (: So yeah I am not looking forward to going to the hospital if i have to. But its okay ill get over it. Guess what i realized today its exactly 1 month and 3 days till my 15 Birthday!!!!! I'm so excited. I love birthdays! So happy holidays to everyone, oh and remember Thanksgivings day is the worst day to drive on the roads so drive super careful! I hope everyone is getting ready for Christmas! ohh yess and Black Friday that i wish didn't exists

Pretty much a Bad Day,

Today was not the greatest, and pretty much the worst, i just in general want to hit everyone in my path, my skin hurts, which puts me in a crappy mood, No one wants to step on my toes in fear of being struck with fire! Jk, I really wish my skin would go away some days, it really is a pain sometimes, iv had to take ibuprofen like every 3 hours just to knock the pain down a little bit. People ask me, whats your one wish, I would always say i wish i never had eczema but then i think if i didn't have i would have no idea what i would do with my day because, life i surrounded by it, my life would be totally different and i don't know what i would do with out my free time, Ha its kind of ironic, but I'm just taking it day by day and wish it will just past, like i always say. It can't rain forever.
I really am glad God is on my side right now, I thank him everyday for giving me one more day to live. (:

Day at the doctor

I went to see the mighty Dr. Wasserman, i got shots today, and skin cultures, i really do hate both of those things, so i have this skin infecting that i can only get antibiotics by shot, as i was told, so I'm not in such a great mood, i thought i would just update you guys

Winter comes,

So iv decided, December and(or) November are the worst months for my skin. You know that staph infection I've been fighting for about 2 almost 3 months now, well guess what i get the wondrous opportunity to go to the hospital, whooo! NOT, do you see my enthusiasm, ANYway, we have had a whole lot of excitement here at our house, and let me tell you, when you have 3 month old puppy in the toddler stage, It has just about run me out of breath, here's the most wonderful picture of her when shes not running around the house pissing everyone off. Courteous of my mother taking this picture Dee Jordan

So I went and saw New Moon, Its just about the most amazing movie I have ever seen, other than Star Wars, Im completely in love with Taylor Launter. I can not believe how well he acted in this movie i was right out of my mind to thing this movie would

would suck. Okay if you are a major twilight fan you proably
have already seen this movie but your crazy if you have not,
i dont think i have been in love with an actor in all my life,
like my grandma generation was, James Bond, My mothers was George Clunny, And Mine is Taylor Launter, i have never seen anything this amazing, and not going to lie iv decided im defecintly Team Jacob Just look at him he's amazing ---^^^^
Anyway back to the movie, so in the beginning i was completely shocked but yet, totally astounded, thenn when Jacob i mean Taylor showed up when it was raining and took off his shirt, i was like holy heck, I'm going to have go see that movie again because i missed the part where he didn't have his shirt of when it was raining, i was getting popcorn, Dang It! I'm just in love with how he go ALL his muscles i was like omj, anyway back to the movie i give it 5 stars it was the most amazing movie i have ever seen, i love what the director did to high light his Ab's and to highlight how all the wolves act around each other, i was just astounded you should most definitely go see it!

Its been awhile

Since the last time I've blogged sorry guys. Things have been in the way. I'm so excited, I might go to babysit two of the cutest girls, Charly and Piper, if Renee lets me.. So we got to go to the temple (Mom, me, Audree, Clairee) on Saturday with the primary crappers (ha ha a little insiders). It was really great, here's a picture; Courteous of Farm Girl Barbie

Yeah mom just being a typical mom. And the golden child (Clairee) cheesing because she knows shes cute.

But anywayy I got my H1N1 vaccine and let me tell you those shots hurt like a fork in the arm. But I've been getting shots week. Schools been good, but i wish i could get the summer here already. Haha but i can't believe Christmas break is right around the corner. Next week i have the entire week off for thanksgiving. I love the holidays, i miss the ones in Wyoming I miss having Christmas and thanksgiving with grandma, and all my cousins, i wish we could this year. So yeah I'm about to go to youth so ill be back so for sure!

HAPPY HOLIDAYS

The Fall...

Its that time again, the leaves turn, it gets cooler, Halloween is right around the corner, and all your allergy's attack you. Yes, yes it that time you sneeze, you cough, you have a runny nose, and you just in general feel like crap. At first you think you have a cold and its not. To bad there's no cure for allergy's, or asthma. So All we have to do is pray the fall will pass quickly and the sneezing will go away. Right now all i can do is take my pills, use my nose sprays, and just hope i wont die from sneezing. Some times i think if i sneeze hard enough i might die. Ha ha just kidding. But i think i will sometimes. So its colder in Texas only about the 80's and that's good to say for September. The leaves haven't turned yet though. I'm just waiting for Halloween to get here and for Audree to come home. I miss her so much. Shes my best friend. Lets just say life's been very busy,

-Monday: Band practice, Jazz Class
-Tuesday: Allergy Shots in Dallas, Twirling practice
-Wednesday: Twirling practice, Church
-Thusday: Twirling practice till 7.
-Friday: GAME DAY!!! i usually dont get home
till like 11 unless its away game then i dont get home till 12.

Yah when am i suspose to do homework.... i have no idea.. ihave no idea how im passing any of my classes. So yah asthma and eczema has been flaired that doesnt help at all. But no worries in time it will get better. So thats all for now but have a good day and leave a message at the beep....BEEEEEEEP.

Take on Step at a Time

So the other day i saw something very sad. A moth was sitting on the chair next to me and a spider came out of no where at starting attacking it. The moth was hopeless. I sat and watched and the moth just flapped its wings for about 4-5 minutes. I realized after thinking about the moth dying that's how everyone is. Something comes along and kills us. Its not always bad but its the way of life. It made me put my life in perspective and i realized that we can't always live for the future. We have to live for today, its nice to plan, but tomorrow isn't a promise it's a chance that God gives to us. We need always pray and always ask for forgiveness. Never give up the chance to change someones life in a positive way. Always be polite and thank God for everything you receive. You want people to remember you as a good person when you leave. Never give up the chance to love. Take time your busy to look around. Look at the beauty in your life. Remember things are always simple no matter how complicated they may seem. Always tell your family you love them. Don't say anything you will regret. Don't keep grudges over silly things. Forgiveness is the greatest thing you can give to a person other than love. Put God first. I know this sounds silly coming from a 14 year old. But really think about this. Make yourself happy and everything will fall in place.