Saturday, December 19, 2009
It christmas time (:
Sorry guys, i have been really busy with school, and getting stuff done around the house. But i do have to say, im having a good time not having to go to school (: i usually beg my mom to let me go to school but thats just the true nerd in me. Anyway its 9 days till my 15th birthday! I know theres nothing special about it, but its just the thought of being 15! Its one year closer to being able to drive. So have befriended a new couple of people in my life, and i feel blessed for her, Sarah E., I dont know if its her understanding of my illness, if she really just has a soft heart. I love her to death as much as i she is annoying lol. Well I really am excited for my holidays, well got to go ill talk to you later (:
Sunday, December 6, 2009
18 Dayss till Christmas Eve
Ha heres another amazing movies. I'm spending the weekend with family (: Im on my 6th day of service and today i read a book to a little girl in church! I love giving back to everyone, i may not always be a giving person. So what is everyone doing for the holidays (:
Saturday, December 5, 2009
19 Days till Christmas Eve
Yay! Only 19 days till Christmas Eve, I love christmas eve. Its my favorite holiday other than, My birthday of course. lol! Ha so I put up our little "6" foot tree it was SO not 6 feet tall! But it is a cute little tree. (: Its the 5th day of my christmas project, and im really starting to feel the christmas spirt. I think hopefuly someone will apprciate my efforts to make their holiday better.
I think im going to make a list of all my favorite christmas movies i hope its not to long (:
-Holiday Favorites! ON a scale of 1-10, 10 the best
Polar Express-7
Christmas Story-9
Santa Clause-8
Santa Clause 2-7
Santa Clause 3-9
The year with out Santa Clause-7
White Christmas-10
Christmas Vacation-6
I love christmas its amazing! So I know this sounds childish but i think santa's real! I will always believe. I dont know what christmas does to me, but i makes me soo happy i dont really understand why but its amazing, I have a warm fuzzy side inside.
I think im going to make a list of all my favorite christmas movies i hope its not to long (:
-Holiday Favorites! ON a scale of 1-10, 10 the best
Polar Express-7
Christmas Story-9
Santa Clause-8
Santa Clause 2-7
Santa Clause 3-9
The year with out Santa Clause-7
White Christmas-10
Christmas Vacation-6
I love christmas its amazing! So I know this sounds childish but i think santa's real! I will always believe. I dont know what christmas does to me, but i makes me soo happy i dont really understand why but its amazing, I have a warm fuzzy side inside.
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Today was a new day!
Baby its cold outside! Its chrismas time again and im soo happy! I love the christmas holidays. I wish i could give money im that much of a good mood. HA im so bad. I'm loving life right now as much as I can. I wish i could sit still and write right now but i cant so thiss will be short and sweet. So Heress the low down. My skins clearin up and im really happy (: i have not been in thiss good of a mood in weeks! I love my life, i love how i can just go a day and enjoy every moment of the day spending it with my friends and family. I can't wait till my birthday its 26 days away! Ha so this was short and sweet ans Merry Christmas everyone (:
Monday, November 30, 2009
Today was much worse
I don't really feel to up to writing to night but i have to keep my promise that i would blog everyday. So I'm going to make this short and sweet. Got test results back. I'm not going into the hospital. I really am in a lot of pain and I'm really pissy and i don't really want anyone to talk to me touch me or even think about messing with me. I really honest wish i could feel better i really do. But that wont be for a very long time. I want to go into the hospital get the medicine and get this done and over with. I would rather suffer great short pain than a slow agonizing pain. I'm going to bed I'm quite exhausted and i have no energy left but i probably will not get any sleep. So at that good night!
Sunday, November 29, 2009
The last couple of days
I have been under the weather as i guess thats what you call it, I still have not gotten my skin cultures back yet. So that means that i have to stay home from school till i get them back to know what to do. So i sit here writing todays blog, feeling as though i want to throw my guts up, i didnt start to get this feeling till 2 hours ago, not sure why but i feel really really sick. I hope im not getting swine flu, Gahh well this is going to be a shot post because i cant think straight anyway ill have a post for you tomorrow!
Thursday, November 26, 2009
What are you Thankful For?
So happy, THANKSgiving! I had the most amazing thanksgiving. I love being with my family. Its so amazing, I made green bean casserole for the first time this year! It was soo good, oh and my Grampy taught me how to carve a turkey, it was so gross but so cool at the same time.
WHAT I AM THANKFUL FOR! (: Yay!
1. My Heavenly Father And My Brother Jesus Christ
of course im grateful for him, hes the reason i get each day to live this life he has given me and im so proud to be able to have the relationship i have with him. I can tell him anything and feel nothing other than love and compassion, Jesus knows exactly how i feel when my skin is the worst, he is there for me and is saying i know how you feel and i believe him. I dont think i can go a day with out either of them. They complete my life, my family, and and happiness. If it weren't for the two of them, i would be lost, a stuck up girl, and think i was better than everyone else. They humbled my soul knowing that I'm not the highest on the chain of command. I know I'm always going to be able to know i have flaws challenges that only i could handle and god would never give me something i could not. Im thankful for what my heavenly father has in mind for me in this amazing life he has given me!
2. My Family
Yes i know, they drive me crazy at times, and sometimes i can't stand them. But honestly i dont know what i would do with a different family. I mean I dont really remember when my mom hit her head and got her head injury, i just remember moments as growing up when she was the crazy mother i grew up with and love. I mean sometimes I can't stand her but it never means i dont deeply love her, ha im trying not to cry as i write this. I love you mom! Sometimes I wished that i could take the greatest moments of mine and her lives together and put them on repeat. I love audree, and clairee they are the greatest sisters you could ever have! As we are speaking clairee keeps asking why im crying. I told her she has to read it for herself. I know i fight with clairee all the time, and honestly i dont think shes knows that im just trying to be a mother to her. Its just my nature and I love clairee. Audree well shes the best friend everyone should have in their lives! I mean shes always knows whats wrong, and knows my exact emotions, and when i dont feel good she always is there to give me and hug and kiss on the cheek. Now that she is growing up and is now an "Adult" I dont spend that much time with her than when i use to. I will always love her and her compassion to always know the right thing to say. Of course my father, wow hes a great man! If there was such thing as a hero in this world it would be him! He has taught my the way i should live my life, and the way god wants me too. Honestly, (not so great at but im working on it) Trust, Faith, Compassion, Love, and of course boys! (: My dad always tells me what his dad always told him "When the brain isn't smart, the body suffers." and i dont know what better advise you could get from that. No matter what I do wrong and dont always do as im told, He always is there for me, He has taught me the greatness of Forgiveness, and that it is better to ask for forgiveness than permission. Hes the worlds Greatest Dad! And I can never forget my crazy, ironic, silly, gassy, and always giving advise grandfather, GRAMPY! haha i love him and how he told me how him and my grammy got threw their lives together and how the fell in love with each other in high school. I see how he always is looking out for me no matter what crazy advise he gives me, or anyone in my family, and sometimes i dont want to hear it, but i should, hes older and WAy more wiser than me and i should take that as a blessing. I love my family and i have no idea what i would do with out them. I love you Dad, Mom, Audree, Clairee, Grampy and my entire family!
&& last but not least
3. Modern Medicine
I know its a stupid subject, some say its not but i think i would never be able to live in any other time period, i realized that i have no idea how i would live with eczema without the many medications, that they have out there, I know there is no cure for Eczema and i wish there was but honestly i will always be glad to know the great men and women that have gone out of their way to make me feel better. and to help to make my life way better!
And with that im very thankful! im glad to know these amazing people i call my family, and the amazing doctors who dont go on vacation just to make sure i don't go into the hospital, or those who stay at work just to call me on thanksgiving to tell me the news whether im sick sick or not!
AMEN!
Ha I decided that I'm going to do 25 days of service just so i can bring up my righteousness and Christmas spirit! I wish that all will be safe if you travel out this year, and wear your seat belt. Ha i really wish it was Christmas time all year long, i love the spirit that everyone is in the giving mood, that's how god wants it to be. We should always be in giving mood. I believe that if you give everything you have to the lord, he gives it to the people that needs it, you will be the richest man in the world. I'm ready to do secret Santa, i love giving away, and the family having no idea its us! Ha so yahh apparently my cultures from Friday were like really freaky and the doctor is sending them to some other guy to check them out, yahh now i wait forever again! gahhh i hate waiting on those stupid cultures, anyway i feel much better today. Mom and sisters are NOT i repeat are Not going to Arkansas. My grandpa is sick so my mom is taking care of him, yahh always fun, I'm ready to go back to school Monday, i miss seeing my friends everyday. oh and I'm not allowed to leave my house AT ALL. in fear that i might get something worse that what i already have, anyway just wanted to right a pointless blog post, guess i completed that goal! HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONE! (:
WHAT I AM THANKFUL FOR! (: Yay!
1. My Heavenly Father And My Brother Jesus Christ
of course im grateful for him, hes the reason i get each day to live this life he has given me and im so proud to be able to have the relationship i have with him. I can tell him anything and feel nothing other than love and compassion, Jesus knows exactly how i feel when my skin is the worst, he is there for me and is saying i know how you feel and i believe him. I dont think i can go a day with out either of them. They complete my life, my family, and and happiness. If it weren't for the two of them, i would be lost, a stuck up girl, and think i was better than everyone else. They humbled my soul knowing that I'm not the highest on the chain of command. I know I'm always going to be able to know i have flaws challenges that only i could handle and god would never give me something i could not. Im thankful for what my heavenly father has in mind for me in this amazing life he has given me!
2. My Family
Yes i know, they drive me crazy at times, and sometimes i can't stand them. But honestly i dont know what i would do with a different family. I mean I dont really remember when my mom hit her head and got her head injury, i just remember moments as growing up when she was the crazy mother i grew up with and love. I mean sometimes I can't stand her but it never means i dont deeply love her, ha im trying not to cry as i write this. I love you mom! Sometimes I wished that i could take the greatest moments of mine and her lives together and put them on repeat. I love audree, and clairee they are the greatest sisters you could ever have! As we are speaking clairee keeps asking why im crying. I told her she has to read it for herself. I know i fight with clairee all the time, and honestly i dont think shes knows that im just trying to be a mother to her. Its just my nature and I love clairee. Audree well shes the best friend everyone should have in their lives! I mean shes always knows whats wrong, and knows my exact emotions, and when i dont feel good she always is there to give me and hug and kiss on the cheek. Now that she is growing up and is now an "Adult" I dont spend that much time with her than when i use to. I will always love her and her compassion to always know the right thing to say. Of course my father, wow hes a great man! If there was such thing as a hero in this world it would be him! He has taught my the way i should live my life, and the way god wants me too. Honestly, (not so great at but im working on it) Trust, Faith, Compassion, Love, and of course boys! (: My dad always tells me what his dad always told him "When the brain isn't smart, the body suffers." and i dont know what better advise you could get from that. No matter what I do wrong and dont always do as im told, He always is there for me, He has taught me the greatness of Forgiveness, and that it is better to ask for forgiveness than permission. Hes the worlds Greatest Dad! And I can never forget my crazy, ironic, silly, gassy, and always giving advise grandfather, GRAMPY! haha i love him and how he told me how him and my grammy got threw their lives together and how the fell in love with each other in high school. I see how he always is looking out for me no matter what crazy advise he gives me, or anyone in my family, and sometimes i dont want to hear it, but i should, hes older and WAy more wiser than me and i should take that as a blessing. I love my family and i have no idea what i would do with out them. I love you Dad, Mom, Audree, Clairee, Grampy and my entire family!
&& last but not least
3. Modern Medicine
I know its a stupid subject, some say its not but i think i would never be able to live in any other time period, i realized that i have no idea how i would live with eczema without the many medications, that they have out there, I know there is no cure for Eczema and i wish there was but honestly i will always be glad to know the great men and women that have gone out of their way to make me feel better. and to help to make my life way better!
And with that im very thankful! im glad to know these amazing people i call my family, and the amazing doctors who dont go on vacation just to make sure i don't go into the hospital, or those who stay at work just to call me on thanksgiving to tell me the news whether im sick sick or not!
AMEN!
Ha I decided that I'm going to do 25 days of service just so i can bring up my righteousness and Christmas spirit! I wish that all will be safe if you travel out this year, and wear your seat belt. Ha i really wish it was Christmas time all year long, i love the spirit that everyone is in the giving mood, that's how god wants it to be. We should always be in giving mood. I believe that if you give everything you have to the lord, he gives it to the people that needs it, you will be the richest man in the world. I'm ready to do secret Santa, i love giving away, and the family having no idea its us! Ha so yahh apparently my cultures from Friday were like really freaky and the doctor is sending them to some other guy to check them out, yahh now i wait forever again! gahhh i hate waiting on those stupid cultures, anyway i feel much better today. Mom and sisters are NOT i repeat are Not going to Arkansas. My grandpa is sick so my mom is taking care of him, yahh always fun, I'm ready to go back to school Monday, i miss seeing my friends everyday. oh and I'm not allowed to leave my house AT ALL. in fear that i might get something worse that what i already have, anyway just wanted to right a pointless blog post, guess i completed that goal! HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONE! (:
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